so today i started my diet.

okay, i know what all/most/some/a few of you are going to say, so let's just get it out of our systems.

"no, jessica, you don't need to diet! you're not fat! what are you talking about??"

there, do we feel better now?  ( XD )

yes, i agree that i am not fat. but i am on my way~ i know i'm gaining weight, and it's only a matter of time until i i get to that point where people other than myself go, "oh. someone needs to lose some weight." and it's not just looks. some of you know about the pains i get in my wrists and knees and other joints--- well, those are problems i've had for a long time and they won't be going away. i already know i'm pretty much doomed to arthritis when i get older, and one of the best defenses against that is to keep weight off and to keep in shape. and so i make sure i eat right and i've re-taken up yoga n' things...

so ya. i have perfectly good, legitimate reasons for going on a diet xD;; the question is.... can i stick to it? this is why i blogged it. if i tell someone i'm doing it, then i have a standard and expectation to live up to xD;; oh ya-- the diet isn't even anything scary. i don't eat alot of junk, and i don't eat later than 7pm. which sounds pretty puny, but it's effective~

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and now i have no idea what i want to talk about xD;;

my dad is making me go through his shirts so he can pack for this wedding next weekend lol i am, afterall, his fashion consultant. i should charge him commission. lmao.

you know what? i actually like heavy metal. well... one heavy metal XD Seikima-II, as it would turn out, is pretty awesome. no. really. Demon Kogure in my new hero. for my fellow kishidan fans, he's, like, up there in awesomeness with Dancho-- and that's saying something! he's THAT awesome. no one else could write a song called "The Demonic Symphony Suite Opus 666 in D-Minor", then perform it with the Tokyo Symphony Orchestra (IN FULL COSTUME AND MAKE UP) and make it look THAT cool.

aaaaand things.

...i could've sworn there were other things i wanted to say xD;; ah, well.